wrong choices

Monday,

hhh once again i made it. worng choices! all wrong :( i dont even know what the hell is happening to me
really. he ask me to be his girlf and without thinking or considering things i said YES and hold his hands and say: "from this day on, i give you my word and from this day on you gotta protect or loving me no matter what"


and suddenly i just feel so regret for saying those things. i was stuck in the moment.
well its my fault honestly. its my fault in the first place, and all i have to do is fix it all
and now i just dont know how to fix it all.

im not good enough to be the one who stand there with him. maybe youll gonna say im naive.
yes maybe. but its true. hell yeah. he deserve better.

but i do like you a lot dear, G<3